FAREWELL—My Friends

July 13th, 2005 by keshavshrestha

The next poem below is dedicated to all my friends in SINGAPORE:

FAREWELL


Moving on and meeting new people.

Seems like the most interesting thing.

New buddies, new friends,

A whole new world to explore.

At first, i was overwhelmed,

All there was excitement,

Laughter, amazement and gladness,

For the final day in

Singapore

is about to be uncovered.

But during the past few days, things changed.

Memories and good times of the past shone,

Clouded my minds as i thought of leaving

While all the emotions altogether brewed.

All of a sudden, tear-floods overflowed, unmanageable.

Rivers of crystalline tears mixed with sobs,

Reminiscing the past seemed to be hard.

To grasp the thought was unbearable.

"Why do I cry?” I asked.

I always wanted to leave, didn’t I?

"Can’t wait to get out of here" were my initial words

But why and why now are my questions.

Sadness creeps in and heart full of sorrow

As I sat with clouded eyes, still crying.

Nothing will be lost, I thought.

All’s well. I’ll look forward to tomorrow.

All of these are foolish things to say.

Foolish…fooling myself is what I’m doing.

All the friends that I’ve made

Cannot be replaced in any way.

Sure, new experiences will come.

But will these outshine the old ones?

Love and understanding have grown for many years.

Hard to comprehend why it’s all ending.

Life goes on, they say.

But now all I want is life to be as it is.

Joy fills my heart in this place.

Nothing more to ask for, I prayed.

Farewell…farewell…my final farewell.

In these last few days of woe and sorrow.

Tears mixed with laughter echoes in the halls

As the airport door closes behind me.

Dragging my feet,

Hanging there dying,

On the inside I am crying.

My life is leaving,

My heart is bleeding.

As if, it’s the end of the world

I looked up at the sky,

One last time.

And whispered,

Good-Bye.

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Could someone rub my back for me,

And tell me everythig will be ok?

Could someone sit beside me and tell that,

Everything will be OK?

Friends….come and go in life….but some stay for a while leaving footprint along the way…I was born in Nepal and i grew up here in Singapore. It like a mother

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<—–NEPAL who gave birth to me and somehow,

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<—–SINGAPORE took care of me and watch me grow and now i am leaving for

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<—–AUSTRALIA


"I JUST DON’T KNOW WHERE I BELONG MAN!!! But hey, u guys always made me feel home and saved the day. "I am really grateful for what i have now…but "I AM LEAVING NOW MY FRIENDS", This really breaks my heart, but i guess most of the good things in life in NEVER meant to LAST. It’s a winding road for me to take this step and walk onto the road of the UNKNOWN but well….life still goes on. U guys have been there for me all these while and taught me so many things in life. One day perhaps i will be a grandfather, rocking on my chair under the stars telling my grandsons of tales about my wonderful friends in SINGAPORE.

THANK-YOU" But remember this my friends…no matter what or where i will be in life, u guys will always be in my HEART. *SOBBING*

                                      "THANKYOU-ALL"

My SPECIAL thanks to

                     _____0000000_____________0000000 RAYMOND

                  ___00000000000000_______0000000000000 MIKE

              ___000000000000000000__000000000000000000 SEAN

           __000000000000000000000000000000_______00000  ALAN

          _0000000000000000000000000000000_________0000 TROY

         _0000000000000000000000000000000000________0000 ARRON

        _0000000000000000000000000000000000000_____0000 KELVIN

         0000000000000000000000000000000000000000___00000 SERENE

         00000000000000000000000000000000000000000_000000 KARINE

         000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 TIFFANY

         000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 TERESA

         __0000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 HELEN

           __00000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 SHIRA

              ___0000000000000000000000000000000000000000 EMIKO

                _____000000000000000000000000000000000000 DOMINIKA

                   _______000000000000000000000000000000 JOSHUA

                      _________000000000000000000000000 KIM

                        ___________00000000000000000000 SHANA

                           ____________000000000000000 CAROLINA

                             _______________0000000000 TIRANA

                               _________________000000 GUNA

                                __________________0000 CORINNE

                                                "FORGET ME NOT"

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DEDICATION to Raymond, Serene, Sean, Tiffany & Arron

July 12th, 2005 by keshavshrestha

This page is especially dedicated to…

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RAYMOND:I just want to let u know that i respect u a lot and i treasure your friendship more than anything in the world. U have been a true friend and have always been there for me. U will always be treasured in my heart no matter where i am and hey, "WE ARE BROTHERS FOR LIFE"…we will meet again and someday we can hang out and catch up on the loss that time has stolen from us..so till we meet again, my friend/my brother…i am so….gonna miss u. "I LOVE U MY BRO".

SERENE:Hhmmm…i wanna let u know that u are one in a billion. U are the most caring and understanding person i have ever come across…Who ever marries u will be the luckiest bustard alive…LOL. I really wanna thankyou for being there for me when i was down and listening to all my nonsense. U are like an angel. Take care when i am away and dont be so harsh on yourself and STOP DRINKING TOO MUCH. Sweety…life is a road full of doubts and risks….be strong and brave. Although i cannot be there for u, u’ll always be in my heart as a great true friend u really are, and always will be. Muah…

SEAN:Whats up my bro…the most adorable person ever existed…..man, u are more like a younger brother then a friend. Hanging out with was one of the coolest thing in life…clubbing..drinking…dancing…going on top of the dance podium *head bang*…getting drunk and all….hahahaha…we had some crazy days together man. But apart from all that i wanna let u know that…u have a very good heart…and i am so proud of u. U stay cool and NEVER!! NEVER!! NEVER!! drink and drive..GET IT!!!…lol. We WILL meet up someday and this is a promise from me to u. "I LOVE U MY BRO"

TIFFANY:Sweety…the most cutest and "HEY PEOPLE" she is the best dancer alive in the face of this earth. Sweety, u are like a sis to me. I love u and i will miss u dearly….u be a good girl and hey, dont forget me yeah. I will come kocking down at your door some day and i will go like "EXCUSE ME, IS THERE ANY VACANCIES" lol…u will become someone big in life someday…i know that and i believe in u…keep in touch and sweety i love ya. Muah…

ARRON:U are one of the sweetest person i have ever met in my life…i respect u and i look up with great respect. Friends like u are few and rare…I wish u all the best with TABULA and hopefully someday u will be a huge STAR my friend..and i hope to buy tickets for your concert and support u…and even if i cannot make it for your concert, and if i see u in TV, i will stand proudly infront of others and tell them…"HEY THATS MY BROTHER my FRIEND". I wish u all the best for your future and hope to meet up with u someday again, if we have the chance. "TILL WE MEET AGAIN"

THE POEM BELOW IS FOR ALL OF U.


Never say goodbye

I feel the time is getting close,

When we will have to part.

I’ll show that I’ll miss you,

With last words from my heart.

We must be dreaming,

For time has gone to fast.

The time we have spent together,

Will soon be our past.

I just want to forget that i am leaving,

And today i’m standing here,

Trying to tell you,

How much I really care.

We’ll go our seperate ways for now,

But I’ll BE BACK.

Just hold on to our memories,

So don’t, Say Goodbye!!!

And don’t forget me as a past.

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THE GREATEST WOMENS IN MY LIFE

June 13th, 2005 by keshavshrestha

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GRANDMA, "I MISS U SO MUCH" (REST IN PEACE)

<—MY GRANDMOTHER

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<—MY MOTHER

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<—MY SISTER

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Men are like APPLES

May 2nd, 2005 by keshavshrestha

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Men are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. Most women don’t want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren’t as good, but easy……. So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they’re amazing. They just have to wait for the right woman to come along, the one who’s brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree. So….."WHERE ARE U MY LADY"

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POEMS…that reflect my life

April 29th, 2005 by keshavshrestha

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Final Screams

As I breathe I feel the pain rising up inside
The hurt has now grown far too hard to hide
Tears of torment fall from my cold glass eyes
The fake smile is failing to dishonestly disguise

Stop the pain and the nightmares in my mind
The way to do this I can not easily find
Release me from my cage rusted from my blood
This life is just too much and shows no true love

Unlock the shackles and untie this rope
Free me from this never ending useless hope
Take a knife and stab me through my heart
To end the pain of what was broken apart

As the crimson blood flows from my soul
The pain will end from my life that you stole
Nothing but a blood stain laying on the floor
My life was never meant for any thing more

Silence will fall upon this haunted place
Where darkness rises and consumes my shattered face
Broken cries and hopeless dreams
Will be released by my final screams

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Sometimes I Wonder

Sometimes I wonder,
Why we were put on this earth,
What are we to do?
What is this life worth?

Sometimes I wonder,
Why people think this way,
Being depressed and angered,
Is this the price we must pay?

Sometimes I wonder,
Why people would cheat others,
Why must they lie?
They stand higher than their brothers.

Sometimes I wonder,
About abuse and neglect,
People foster children,
For only the money they are to collect.

Sometimes I wonder,
When this world will end,
Will we all be fighting?
They say it’s to defend.

Sometimes I wonder,
Why people do these things,
How can they think of that?
They just want to live like kings.

Sometimes I wonder,
If people wonder like me,
Am I just abnormal?
Or if you all agree.

Sometimes I wonder,
If I wonder all to long,
Why bother wondering,
If everyone is wrong?

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I am who I am

I am who I am
and not going to change
for you or them

Accept me as a person
don’t treat me like a puppet
for I have feelings and my reasons

You don’t have to agree
but try and understand
and see what I see

When I soar like a kite
don’t pull me down
and crush me with your bite

I am not perfect
but each day I try my best
my wishes please respect

Don’t push me to believe
your views and thinking
don’t shroud me in grieve

I have accepted you
admired your accomplishments
all I want now is support
from you

Let me be me
let me live
accept me for me
for I am who I am

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