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All through my life I’ve felt so alone
Like no one was there, no one was home
I ask over and over and over again
How wrong are my words, how deep is my sin

Sometimes things happen I cannot explain
I am so depressed I have so much shame
Fears build up inside so deep
If you reap what you sew, do you sew what you reap?

Every tunnel has a light at the end
But such dreadful scars will never mend
Lonely I sit and try to hold on
And watch people die out, slowly…one by one

Is it all worth it, this life that we live
We just do what we can, and give what we give
I’ll show you my pain if you show me yours
And hope that one day I can open the doors

We are here now and we must seize the day
And all others will get whats coming their way.

Rescue me not only with your hands but with your heart as well.
I will respond to you.

Rescue me not out of pity but out of love.
I will love you back.
Rescue me not with self-righteousness but with compassion.
I will learn what you teach.
Rescue me not because of my past but because of my future.
I will relax and enjoy.
Rescue me not simply to save me but to give me a new life.
I will appreciate your gift.
Rescue me not only with a firm hand but with tolerance and patience.
I will please you.
Rescue me not only because of who I am but who I’m to become.
I will grow and mature.
Rescue me not to revere yourself to others but because you want me.
I will never let you down.
Rescue me not with a hidden agenda but with a desire to teach me to trust.
I will be loyal and true.
Rescue me not to be chained or to fight but to be your companion.
I will stand by your side.
Rescue me not to replace one you’ve lost but to sooth your spirit.
I will cherish you.
Rescue me not to be your pet but to be your friend.
I will give you unconditional love.

Rescue me with true love in your heart,
and I will give you these things all the days of my life.