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Lately…I have been feeling kindda strange…memories of the past keep flashing in my head like a nightmare haunting me down…thing I don’t understand…feelings all stirred up and such that I crumble down. I keep on having this dream that…I am a small boy crawling along the countryside and as I crawl, I past all the faces that I have met in my life in this unpredictable world. faces that made me smile…faces that made me cry…faces that brought me down…faces that picked me up when I fell…faces that made me laugh…faces that made me so warm when I face the blistering cold…faces…faces…faces…faces that I can never erase from this tiny compartment in my head. But one face in life I really wanna go back is when I was three…I can still remember her face…her touch…her presence and her warm embrace. "GRANDMA" U don’t know how much I miss ya sweets…and each time I think of ya, I just break down and cry…cause I miss ya so much. And if I had the ability to walk back through time or if I had just one wish, I will wish to be in ya arms like we used to be. U are the lady that have been the STAR of my life. And I am sorry for not being there for ya when ya need me. I keep picturing the horrifying experience u might have gone through sweets…For that, "GOD" i hate u. Aaaahhhh….gandma grandma grandma. I love ya

As I keep walking, I see the changing faces of my life…but within, I am still the same I used to be….nothing changed…only time.  *click click click*