POEMS…that reflect my life
Friday, April 29th, 2005
Final Screams
The hurt has now grown far too hard to hide
Tears of torment fall from my cold glass eyes
The fake smile is failing to dishonestly disguise
Stop the pain and the nightmares in my mind
The way to do this I can not easily find
Release me from my cage rusted from my blood
This life is just too much and shows no true love
Unlock the shackles and untie this rope
Free me from this never ending useless hope
Take a knife and stab me through my heart
To end the pain of what was broken apart
As the crimson blood flows from my soul
The pain will end from my life that you stole
Nothing but a blood stain laying on the floor
My life was never meant for any thing more
Silence will fall upon this haunted place
Where darkness rises and consumes my shattered face
Broken cries and hopeless dreams
Will be released by my final screams
Sometimes I Wonder
Why we were put on this earth,
What are we to do?
What is this life worth?
Sometimes I wonder,
Why people think this way,
Being depressed and angered,
Is this the price we must pay?
Sometimes I wonder,
Why people would cheat others,
Why must they lie?
They stand higher than their brothers.
Sometimes I wonder,
About abuse and neglect,
People foster children,
For only the money they are to collect.
Sometimes I wonder,
When this world will end,
Will we all be fighting?
They say it’s to defend.
Sometimes I wonder,
Why people do these things,
How can they think of that?
They just want to live like kings.
Sometimes I wonder,
If people wonder like me,
Am I just abnormal?
Or if you all agree.
Sometimes I wonder,
If I wonder all to long,
Why bother wondering,
If everyone is wrong?
__________________________________________________________________I am who I am
and not going to change
for you or them
Accept me as a person
don’t treat me like a puppet
for I have feelings and my reasons
You don’t have to agree
but try and understand
and see what I see
When I soar like a kite
don’t pull me down
and crush me with your bite
I am not perfect
but each day I try my best
my wishes please respect
Don’t push me to believe
your views and thinking
don’t shroud me in grieve
I have accepted you
admired your accomplishments
all I want now is support
from you
Let me be me
let me live
accept me for me
for I am who I am
